Stillness
is our nature
Even in
the midst of deep agitation, there exists a center where stillness is. In
this peaceful, still spot is our real existence
Paradoxically Gurdjieff dances or movements can be a path towards stillness
If a
wheel is motionless, it is difficult to know the still point. If the wheel
is in motion, it is easy to distinguish the axle because it will not move
when the wheel is moving. As the moving goes on , the wheel spins faster and
faster, and the center point appears in its utter stillness. This still
point is the center of all movements
Watching
the body move, the watcher remains untouched . And by and by , the watcher
steps aside in favour of the center, an empty, motionless space, yet so
full!
The body
is the earth, consciousness is the sky and between the two, a great exchange
of giving and taking can happen. But often this flowing transaction gets
lost somewhere in the desert of the world. The river never reaches to the
ocean
How to
combine within us earth and sky?
We can
start simply by watching our body, from the surface at first: the outer
forms of the movements , to the deeper layers: the inner forms of the
movements.
A
fragmentary sensation of some parts of the body, nourished by a quality of
sustained attention, suddenly becomes sensation of oneselfas a whole.And we
experience what can be called "presence"
For this,
it is necessary to first find within ourselves the proper alignment , the
proper balance between tensions and relaxation and to maintain attention and
the ability to observe. And so, we place our center of gravity into the
watcher again and again, without criticising , analysing , comparing , but
just watching .
Movements
belong to an hygiene of inner life, an inner discipline, door to freedom..
Through them , we see our life , our oscillation between the external world
and the inner world. Through them , we are searching a balance where we can
have "one eye out and one eye in" : not being taken and overwhelmed by
outside events or people, and not with drawing into the deepest recesses of
ourselves, unable to communicate and to act
While
practising the movements we try to keep one eye on the outer forms, the
lines and files, the rhythm and spirit given by the music, and one eye
beyond the visible, into the subtleties of energy movement, impulses, inner
spirit and archetype of the movement, its effects, the emotions and thoughts
that arise
At first
we realise how small is our scope of attention, a few seconds, and then ,
the mechanical train of our thoughts takes us away. This is reflected
immediately by a "mistake"in the outer form , or a mechanicalness that takes
away the true grace inherent to these movements. This is mirroring the daily
life of most people , manipulated through joys and pains, according to the
strings that are pulled by the wheel of life. But by and by , with a quality
of attention becoming more sustained and subtle- merely a question of
practice…and wish- another vision unveils, a new sensation of the body, not
in its different fragments, but as a whole vibrating living being. And the
journey through places unreachables up to now begins, the discovery of the
treasures hidden in this body , "the lotus paradise"
I
have
spend my whole life searching my Self through different techniques of dances.
I saw the dances for the first time in the movie :"Meeting with remarkable
men". I was then living in India, in Osho commune. Osho had asked me
personally to study the demonstration of the movements given at the end of
the movie, in order to start the process of learning and then teaching the
dances in his commune. Something strongly caught my attention, to the point
that I could hardly breathe.
Eventhough the dances were beautiful and
charismatic, it was not esthetics and beauty that were mesmerizing , but
something behind the visible movement, an inner state that was reflected
through a particular quality of presence on the face of the dancers. Here
was in my eyes a dance "technic" which involved obviously not just the body
, but the whole of the being. A dance was not created, rather dancers were
created through it. They seemed to be animated by forces inherent to the
movements themselves, by a new substance.I sensed that each outer movement
was just the tip of the iceberg ,inner forms laid within, a living path and
a path for life. Maybe I would finally have an opportunity to embody my long
years search for a meeting between meditation and dances.
And I
happily dived , body and soul, into what would become a totally new
discipline for my body , mind and heart. A dancer all my life, it took a
while before I could let go of the "performer", and before I could start
feeling the power of these inner exercises that accompany each movement.
First , the work looked like a great deal on coordination, rhyhm , and
inhabiting the body in a new way, through these unheard of types of
positions, transitions, sequences :feet doing one rhythm, right arm another,
left arm another, or strangely assymetric sequences, one part of the body
round, the other staccato.
But this
process offers much more than that: New energetical channels open in the
body. I sometimes felt nearly "solidly"a new structuration at the level of
the brain , as if untrodden paths are suddenly being transformed into open
circuits, new bridges being opened between the 2 hemispheres of the brain.
And rather than being an Art, the movements belong to an ancient objective
Science.
When the
music and the movements stopped, I watched in amazement a new quality of
energy running powerfully inside the body, and the joy that this realisation
brought swelled up in my heart. I had never experienced this in my whole
dancing carrier before! I started to be emotionally involved, yet detached
through watching. I started to investigate all the different flagrances of
the movements: The peaceful inner space of some prayers , the longing ,
nostalgy , awakened by others, the heart tearing feeling of knowing that "I"
is much more than what I am living , the inner fire , passion and
determination triggered by dervish dances , and also the humour contained in
some pieces . I started to embody in my flesh the language of the different
positions and transitions from one to another. It is not reaching to the
positions that just matters , it is the way "there" , this continuous
uninterrupted message given by the movement and its substances: sometimes, a
very small change in the fingers spatial position , and the meaning changes
drastically . At the condition , again and again that someone is "home" ,
watching , at the condition that BEING stands in front of DOING . And here,
we experience the trilogy expressed also verbally in some dances:
"I am I
wish I can"
I am ,
therefore, I can do
This
alone showed me a new direction in my daily life
If" I am
" , reunited in my body , my heart and my mind in this place, this moment
then only I am able to act in life in a conscious and efficient way
The
movements are showing me that there is no in-between:either I am present,
with the 3 centers , physical , emotional and intellectual, in support of
each other, or I am not present
And the
taste of these 2 states is so different! One is the taste of freedom, the
other is the foggy taste of sleep , unclarety, anxiety
For the beginners
at first , the main difficulty remains
in "taming "body, breaking its automatism and apathy , establishing correct
postures
,
sequences
and displacements individually and within the group. The attention is
constantly called to different parts of the body, simultaneously or
successively. One notices how we are not yet master over the right balance
between tensions and relaxationWe learn to discriminate between resistances,
which are the natural demands of a posture or movement , and extra tensions
often emotionally induced ,that we too often bring And the movement is
either too rigid, or flabby, in case of a lukewarm attitude. Attention
and absence of tensions, these are the conditions for harmony to be. If
the attention is total and purified from unnecessary "luggages" such as
physical tensions, worries, emotional charges, mental restlessness, then it
suddenly leads to a blissful sensation o f the whole of oneself, as well a s
awareness of the room , the group members, the air , the music….The movement
happens without the interference or control of the mind. We are "being
danced" by the spirit of the movement . Grace descends….We have moved from
active participation through efforts of body and attention to an active
surrender, lighter, effortless, and the sky meets the earth….What Taoists
call "Wei wu wei", action through inaction, effortless effort.
Seeing
the difficulties one encounter in a body that feels clumsy at first,
emotions arise. Gurdjieff was provocative, "a danger" says Michel de
Salzmann, danger to our comfort, our illusions , our self-image and
passivity. The discomfort is not so much physical as it is emotional and
mental.Memories of being "bad" at school , or the tension to stay"good"!,
self condemnation , comparisons, desires for a result, identification with
success But if we can maintain our center of gravity in the watcher, ( and
this is one of the main support an instructor can give!) , then a very
beneficial lesson is learned: the possibility to distance ourselves from
emotions and thoughts which so often prevent the free flow of energy and
life. IN our daily life discouragement, anger, frustration, fear, greed , or
beliefs such as :" I will not be able" " I am not good enough" are affecting
the clarity of our decisions, the harmony in our relating, inhibiting the
fullfillment of our potential, holding us in a psychological prison. But how
can we take them so seriously when they keep on coming and going frontstage
at such a speed? Hence the search for oneness…While practising the movements,
we face these fragments of our personality, and some distance is created.
You face it, and you let go, you face it, and you let go. The quality of
attention required by these strange movements does not let you hold on. And
the coming back again and again simply to the sensations in the body-
breathing , weight , alignment , and the energetical flow . Such is the
dance of attention. Instead of the interference coming from the lower part
of our intellectual center, this constant turning of thoughts, the escape in
dreams, in past or future, the practise encourage the participation of the
intelligent part of the mind. They involve understanding of individual
and global patterns , but also words, counting...This allow the brain to
enter into specific vibrations that are in total support with the movement
given. The verbalization is an intrisic part of the movement , and must be
respected as such, the whole being the result of a long-studied science of
impressions.
In the
same way, the movements are often calling for a specific feeling or emotion,
either triggered by the music, or visualisation, or words.The emotional
center can then enter in a particular state, such as memories of parents
funerals, or nostalgy for the higher etc...This mobilization of the 3
centers open the doors to a new quality of energy
This also
helps maintaining in alert the 3 types of attention: -the instinctive global
attention of the body , similar to the one of a little child , or the animal
in the night, choiceless, inclusive of all -the powerful emotional attention
present when we love or value what we are doing - the intellectual attention
that sees , understands and connects.
so
the 3 centers , physical, emotional and intellectual , are meeting . In our
daily life, this is not so often the case! Observe yourself preparing a
lemon pie in the kitchen. The body in the kitchen is pressing the lemons,
the heart is somewhere along the road from school to home, as the children
are late, the mind is busy calculating which type of printer to afford … The
practise of the movementsis an exceptional opportunity of unification. And
when this unification is felt, a very peculiar emotional quality is born:
The bliss of feeling oneself at the right place , at the right time , in
alertness and relaxation, aliveness and peace, lightness and fluidity,
stillness and movement. Moreover, our awareness expands , as we enter deeper
inside ourselves, and spreads its wings to other human beings, to the animal
and vegetal world. Hence inner freedom , sensitivity and care
The being
has renewed its contact with the source of life itself. The lower and higher
worlds arre meeting, "Falling upwards " as Sufis are saying Man then can
fullfill its destiny on earth, becoming a bridge between sky and earth, a
subtle receptor of a higher quality of energy , bringing more consciousness
into earth, otherwise bound to destruction by the forces of unconsciousness
Then
truly can the dances be called "Sacred"
Amiyo
Devienne.
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